chase michael jackson
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Post by chase michael jackson on Jan 27, 2013 9:44:14 GMT -5
Chase actually had off today. He didn't normally have days off, but ever since Amy started working there, he was getting more and more free time and he wasn't too sure that was entirely a good thing or not. He didn't mind it some days, but other it was just too boring. He thought about going to find Bree, but figured she'd be with Samson probably. He could go find Brent, but they were fighting and that wasn't a good thing. He even thought about Yuki... but wasn't sure the poor guy could do much more than just sit there and be on his... head. That didn't sound right.
He was laying on his bed with his hand hanging off the mattress. He wasn't sure why he didn't go and get a bed. He still didn't fully think he deserved it. His fingers were tapping against the floor to a Fall Out Boy song. Thanks for the Memories. He had his eyes closed and a lazy smile on his face. Brent liked Fall Out Boy. Chase really needed to stop thinking about him. He was an asshole that couldn't even tell him the truth about little things. Who knew if Brent even liked Chase at all. Chase was going to try to move on. Get over him. He just wasn't too sure if that was going to happen or not. Brent seemed to be... different. He wasn't sure why. But Brent was different.
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Brent Zachary McKinney
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Post by Brent Zachary McKinney on Jan 27, 2013 10:48:33 GMT -5
Now that his arm had been all operated on and the hospital had generally cleaned Brent up (which taken a whole lot longer than he thought it would because apparently he hadn't been eating or sleeping properly but whatever, he hadn't been that bad if you excluded the fact that he was going to attempt suicide so was in a rather worrying state of mind). Anyway, it was the hospital's fault that Brent hadn't been in contact with anyone for... longer than he wanted to think about considering he'd spent a good few days beforehand holed up in his house too.
Chase was the first and only person Brent was going to see instead of going back to his house. He hated the place, it was the home of too many unpleasant memories for the demon. Thankfully, he somehow remembered the way to Chase's flat even though he was thinking through how to put all the things he'd have to tell his 'friend'. There was an awful lot that Brent was going to have to explain. Ah, and that would include how he'd ended up with this stupid sling on his arm. Great.
Once he'd reached what Brent could only hope was Chase's flat he briefly knocked on the door and then waited for an answer.
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chase michael jackson
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[*] Level 21 [*] Power Negation [*] Librarian in Carford
[SKB:Tismydestiny]
Posts: 79
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Post by chase michael jackson on Jan 27, 2013 13:00:37 GMT -5
When Chase heard the knock at the door, he breifly considered not actually answering it. He wasn't sure he wanted to. It was probably Bree... or some random person selling things or whatever. Chase was in one of those moods that, no matter how he felt, he still didn't want to talk to anyone. He could be the most bored person on the planet and still not want to talk to anyone. He blamed the years of not having anyone to talk to at all.
But no matter how demon he was, Chase still got up and made his way to the door. When he pulled it open though, he couldn't believe his eyes. He didn't think it would be Brent at the door, and he really didn't think he would have a sling on his arm. Chase's face scrunched up in confusion as he looked at the man he had feelings for. "Brent... what are you doing here. Why is your arm in a sling. What's wrong?"
[/b] Chase could tell there was something wrong. Brent just seemed... off. Then again, it was hard to tell when he was for sure off because he always seemed to be in a foul mood. [/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/color] Outfit: [/b] Clicky! || Notes: [/b] --- || Tagged: [/b] Brent[/center][/font][/quote]
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Brent Zachary McKinney
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Post by Brent Zachary McKinney on Jan 27, 2013 13:24:29 GMT -5
Brent looked up anxiously when he noticed the door being opened and was momentarily distracted by the cute look of confusion on the other demon's face. Shit, what was he supposed to say now? Brent was already starting to feel awkward but this had to be done because he was sick and tired of having to keep things hidden from Chase. The task he'd set himself seemed a whole lot more difficult than he originally anticipated now though although Brent had kind of been expecting that.
"I... uh, need to talk to you. About things. And that's kind of a long story so c-can I, um, come in?" he stammered out, feeling stupid. Gosh, Brent swore that talking never used to be such a challenge. He blamed all the drama he'd been through lately for his trouble with speaking because that was obviously a reasonable thing to point the blame at. You know, also, he hadn't actually said much lately apart from hissing at the hospital staff so there was another, slightly more reasonable, excuse. Not that he really needed an excuse in the first place but it made Brent feel better about himself.
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chase michael jackson
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[SKB:Tismydestiny]
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Post by chase michael jackson on Jan 27, 2013 13:33:10 GMT -5
Brent needed to talk to Chase? He wasn't sure how he felt about that but figured it wouldn't hurt anything. They were friends and all, no matter how stupid Brent seemed to be a lot of the time. He didn't like being lied to, even though he knew realistically he should lie as well. As the days went on, he really didn't understand why he was a demon. He just... wasn't demon like. Not that it mattered, he guessed. He was still too damaged to be a fallen angel. They had to be all... fallen angelly. They were supposed to help people and Chase couldn't even help himself.
"Sure. Of course."
[/b] Chase muttered, the confused look still on his face as he stepped aside for Brent to walk in. He shut the door behind him and shoved his hands in the front pockets of his jeans. "Do you want a drink or something... or just to start talking. We can sit on the couch."[/b] Chase was feeling exceedingly awkward and didn't know how to fix that. He just hoped whatever Brent had to tell him wouldn't make everything even more awkward. [/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/color] Outfit: [/b] Clicky! || Notes: [/b] --- || Tagged: [/b] Brent[/center][/font]
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Brent Zachary McKinney
Demon
[*] Level 25 [*] Power Negation [*] Manager of Neon Tiger
Keep him tied up to a dream.
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Post by Brent Zachary McKinney on Jan 27, 2013 13:53:06 GMT -5
Brent sent Chase a half-smile thing which was gone as soon as it had appeared really. It was probably bad that that had been the most smile-like thing he'd managed to produce in way too long but oh well. After he'd walked inside, he turned back to Chase and shook his head slightly at his friend, "No thanks, I'll just get on and talk." Brent had already been forced to drink way too much water by the doctors, it had almost tasted too clean. It made him wonder if his tap water at home was meant to be like that. Considering the state of the rest of his house, Brent had the feeling it wasn't close to hospital-standard water. Anyway, that wasn't what he should be thinking about right now so Brent forced his mind to shut up.
The brunette walked over to the sofa and sat himself down then crossed one leg over the other. "So, I realise that I owe you a number of explanations for... for quite a few things." Brent made himself look up at Chase again instead of looking like he'd suddenly become very interested in his shoes.
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chase michael jackson
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[SKB:Tismydestiny]
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Post by chase michael jackson on Jan 27, 2013 14:01:24 GMT -5
Chase followed the other demon to the couch when he sat down. He nodded when he said he didn't want a drink. Chase couldn't keep his eyes away from the sling. He wanted to know what happened, but figured it would be involved in what Brent had to tell him. Chase sat cross legged facing Brent on the couch and resisted the urge to reach out and put his hand on Brent's leg. He seemed torn up about something and Chase didn't want to just... let him talk and not do anything. He wasn't sure if Brent would like that though. He didn't seem to like Chase touching him the other day in the flower shop. Bree and Samson had been getting all lovey and Chase could barely get Brent to relax about him holding his hand.
He wanted to saw Brent didn't owe him anything. But Chase knew he did as well. Like why he hadn't bothered to tell him that he had been married and had a kid. Why it seemed like there was some huge secret that Bree knew but Chase was left in the dark about. There was a lot of confusion with their friendship or relationship or whatever the fuck it was that Chase wanted cleared up. Which lead him to saying "Okay. I'm all ears."
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Brent Zachary McKinney
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Keep him tied up to a dream.
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Post by Brent Zachary McKinney on Jan 27, 2013 14:35:42 GMT -5
Okay. Words. Sentences. Sense. Yes, Brent could do this. It would be extremely helpful if he had any idea where he was supposed to start though. The silence was making him feel even more uncomfortable though so Brent decided to start with the whole 'death' of Amy, that would probably be easiest. "A year or two ago, when I was married to Amy and we had our son, R...Rory, there was an attack on our house. Th-they died. But what I didn't find out until recently was that Amy's a demon now. And just after they died I wasn't really thinking straight and I k-killed a few people then because I thought they were both gone completely. That was how I was turned from a fallen into a demon. Then I just stopped taking care of myself, I barely left my house for a year. I guess everything just drove me kind of crazy, to say the least." Okay so 'kind of crazy' was really an understatement but Brent thought that Chase would get the gist. He didn't like thinking of the times from back then. Still, he'd been just as bad lately but Brent was aiming to stop everything from spiralling downwards again because he knew he wouldn't be able to handle it.
Brent supposed he'd better get back to his explanation now, unfortunately he wasn't finished with it yet. "Then... then I met you. And you were making me better again, not that I realised it until now. But then Amy came back and fucked my head up again and I found out that she'd cheated on me too when she was human. She had a baby with her and I thought that he wasn't mine so I-I killed him just over a week ago. Then I found out that... that he was actually m-my s-s-son..." Brent took a moment to calm himself so he didn't get himself worked up over all of this and turned his face away from Chase's so he would see the tears in his eyes. "I didn't think I had anyone left now so I got into my head that the only logical thing to do would be to kill Amy and then myself. Of course, that would be pretty difficult to do but I wasn't thinking for clearly so I went for it. But, she shot me in the arm so, yeah, I had to go to hospital and... here I am now."
That wasn't quite everything Brent had to say though. There was one more thing that made him feel even more nervous. "And... I guess I kind of need you, Chase. B-because, like I said, you make me better." Wooh. Now Brent was allowed to go and drown in all of his embarrassment and shame.
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chase michael jackson
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[SKB:Tismydestiny]
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Post by chase michael jackson on Jan 27, 2013 14:51:17 GMT -5
Chase listened to what Brent said with his full attention. He wasn't sure what he expected, but it definitely wasn't what Brent had to say. He was expecting... something a little less than what Brent had just told him. The first part was... sad but okay. Chase could deal with it. It even made sense why Brent didn't tell him because he thought Amy was gone for good. He hadn't expected to see her again... and it made sense. He understood that.
It was when Brent told him about what he did after their deaths that Chase didn't like the story. Brent had... killed people? Chase couldn't even see that... He saw the good in Brent though. He didn't see the bad. He saw how when Brent actually truly smiled... it lit up the room. For him at least. He let Brent keep talking though, and didn't know if he would be able to shut up when Brent said he had killed his own son. He didn't... that was just horrible. Whether he was a product of a faulty marriage or not. That wasn't right. He was only a child. He didn't have anything to do with it. Chase was going to say something... but when Brent turned his head, Chase caught a tear in his eye. He was... crying. He felt bad about it. Whether it was because the kid was actually his or not didn't matter. Chase didn't like Brent crying. He wasn't sure why he made Brent feel better, but he wasn't going to question it. "Brent..."
[/b] He whispered before leaning forward and pulling Brent into his body for a tight hug. He didn't care if Brent wanted to hug him or not, because Chase didn't give him the option. He put a hand on the side of his head and pulled it to his shoulder as the other one wrapped tightly around his waist. "It's okay, alright? It's in the past and all you can do is move on. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere."[/b] Chase wanted to talk away Brent's pain. He wanted to take it away from him and take it himself if it meant he would be happy again. [/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/color] Outfit: [/b] Clicky! || Notes: [/b] --- || Tagged: [/b] Brent[/center][/font]
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Brent Zachary McKinney
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[*] Level 25 [*] Power Negation [*] Manager of Neon Tiger
Keep him tied up to a dream.
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Post by Brent Zachary McKinney on Jan 27, 2013 16:18:43 GMT -5
Brent was half expecting Chase to run away from him or start shouting or just do anything other than hug him. Because Brent was frankly quite disgusted with himself for the things he'd done and if someone had just told him all of that then, well, hugs and comfort would be out of the question. It wasn't exactly something that everyone got told, Brent's life was just particularly... eventful. Brent knew that wasn't the best word for describing it but it was certainly the kindest of the ones he was thinking of.
And maybe sniffling into Chase and generally trying to hold himself together wasn't what Brent had been aiming for as a result of this visit. Technically, he didn't even know what he'd been aiming for but that wasn't he point that his mind was attempting to make. "Th-thanks." Brent whispered. The demon's emotions were all over the place at the moment from a mixture of having to remember things he'd rather not and from the relief and gratefulness because of Chase being here and being all amazing and asdfghjkl. So maybe a few tears had mysteriously ended up sliding down Brent's cheeks. Somehow.
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chase michael jackson
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[SKB:Tismydestiny]
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Post by chase michael jackson on Jan 27, 2013 16:28:37 GMT -5
Chase just held Brent close. He wasn't sure what to say to Brent because nothing he said would be able to make Brent feel better or anything. He was just there for him and Chase hoped that was good enough for him, because Chase wouldn't be able to tell him what he had done was okay. He wouldn't be able to tell him that everything that happened happened for a reason. He would just be able to hold him and tell him things would get better with time. Chase wasn't going to let Brent go downhill or anything, he was going to help him get better.
"So... you were going to try to kill yourself and Amy. Both of whom are demons, with a gun.?"
[/b] Chase asked Brent, trying to lighten the mood by teasing him slightly. The gun wouldn't have killed either of them. Chase looked down at the broken man in his arms and wiped the tears from his cheeks before kissing his forehead. "You can stay here tonight, if you want. Actually, never mind. You don't get a choice. You're staying with me."[/b] [/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/color] Outfit: [/b] Clicky! || Notes: [/b] --- || Tagged: [/b] Brent[/center][/font]
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Brent Zachary McKinney
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Post by Brent Zachary McKinney on Jan 27, 2013 17:43:22 GMT -5
Brent had to admit, he'd been pretty stupid there. For too many reasons, but the whole bloody obvious thing about him and Amy being demons which he seemed to have disregarded then stood out as the most brainless. "Maybe?" Brent smiled a little, glad that Chase was trying to brighten things up a bit. It was clearly needed in Brent's opinion.
His smile grew more as Chase wiped away his tears and kissed his forehead. Brent couldn't remember the last time he'd felt so at peace, it was nice. He could maybe get used to it. Pfft, and it wasn't like Brent was going to willingly leave and go back to his dump of a house. That would be utterly ridiculous. He'd greatly prefer to stay with Chase. "As if I'd even thought about leaving in the first place." the demon rolled his eyes. Brent draped his sling-less arm over Chase's chest and let himself relax for once. He could hide away here forever and not bother worrying about anything else that desperately needed sorting out. That sounded like a good enough plan to Brent.
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chase michael jackson
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Post by chase michael jackson on Jan 28, 2013 1:10:17 GMT -5
Chase was glad Brent didn't put up a fight with the whole staying here thing. He wasn't sure what he was going to do when it got to the point where they would have to go to sleep and the only bed Chase had in his apartment was the mattress on the floor. That... wouldn't go over too well? Brent would probably want to know why when it was clear that Chase could afford it from his music room alone. Chase didn't feel like explaining to him, but maybe he would get lucky and Brent wouldn't even ask. He'd just sleep.
He was pretty sure he could have stayed like that all night if he didn't feel like Brent should eat something... Getting hurt was pretty easy for a demon. Healing was even easier if you had some good food and sped up the process. Chase liked feeling Brent's head on his chest. The weight of it when he breathed was actually kind of calming. But he still thought it was necessary to ask Brent. "How about I make some food for us, then we can throw in a movie and relax on the couch. I even have some beer if you want it."
[/b] Chase offered in a small voice as his fingers gently moved through Brent's hair. [/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/color] Outfit: [/b] Clicky! || Notes: [/b] --- || Tagged: [/b] Brent[/center][/font]
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Brent Zachary McKinney
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Keep him tied up to a dream.
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Post by Brent Zachary McKinney on Jan 28, 2013 11:37:40 GMT -5
Maybe it would've been far more beneficial to him if Brent had bothered to socialise and get out of his house in the past because he'd already realised that he'd probably have gotten himself in a worse state if he'd gone straight home. Hm, he'd actually made the right decision for once. This had to be a sign that he wasn't going to get worse again. As long as he stayed with Chase, that was probably the most important.
That sounded like a pretty good idea to Brent. He couldn't remember the last time he'd seen a film. At a guess, he'd have to say that it was a good couple of years ago. When he did watch them he tended to spend the whole time just criticising it. Hopefully Brent'd be able to keep his mouth shut this time. "Okay... I'd like that." he nodded his head slightly. Deep down, he knew that he should steer clear from alcohol when his past experiences were taken into consideration but it wasn't like he was going to go overboard since Chase was the one supplying it this time. Brent was just thinking into things too much.
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chase michael jackson
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[SKB:Tismydestiny]
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Post by chase michael jackson on Jan 28, 2013 13:12:43 GMT -5
As soon as Brent said he liked it, Chase started thinking about what he should make. He had quite a bit of food in the house... but he wasn't sure what Brent would like. He kept his hand moving in Brent's hair and didn't show any signs of moving yet. He didn't have to do it right away... but he was kind of hungry. "What do you want me to make? What's your favorite food?"
[/b] Chase figured it was probably a good idea to just ask him what he liked and wanted. Hopefully he'd give him something he could make. Chase was a fairly good cook. "Oh and what movie do you want? I have a few old ones... and a few new ones. Or we could go out and buy one... but I don't think you wanna go anywhere..."[/b] Chase rambled a bit, although he wasn't sure why. He wasn't nervous... he thought it was maybe because he wanted Brent to feel better and somehow his favorite meal and a good movie would help. And maybe it would. Either way... Chase didn't like it when he rambled and blushed a bit. He thought it was a good thing Brent's head was on his chest. [/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/color] Outfit: [/b] Clicky! || Notes: [/b] --- || Tagged: [/b] Brent[/center][/font]
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